Basically, 2011 is a total crap to some of us including me. Things are so happening and there are many changes in my life and maybe there are more since it is not over yet. Well, just take this blog for example. For the past few days I have been visiting my previous old blog and read those old posts I made in the past. Hah, brought back quite a lot of memories. :) I was really a childish kid. ;p And I still am. Hehe. :p But I realized in the past I trashed too much of my stuffs in their raw shape on my blog already huh. Unlike now, looks kinda reserved. But well, to be frank, I am disguising even at this place in the past even though I have been ranting stuffs on it too. But not for now already. Since I have change this place to a place for ranting, together with my Twitter. ;) I guess this year is really tough to a point that I can't hide myself anymore. Sigh. However in just less than a month time 2011 is gonna be over. Yay. Though I doubt so that next year will get any better... Hais. Life sucks. :( And in the past I used shortcuts and uber lots of Singlish on my blog. Haha. See now it's better. More standard kind of Singlish lah. Lol. :p Another thing is that I have change back to the original me. As in the mischievous kid. I no longer try so hard to be obedient towards people anymore. Ever since I entered secondary school, I considered myself a very good girl already, as compared to the me in primary school. In secondary school I only did a few minor stuffs that irritated my Chinese teachers or some other insignificant teachers that I can't even bother to remember. Haha. Lol. :p But my parents have never came to school before unlike primary school or even pre-school. Looking back, I kinda miss my old clique who always hang out with me after school and went all around BP area to do all sorts of mischievous stuffs. Haha. Most memorable one is jumping down to the ground floor from high storeys of the multi-purpose carpark, because my foot injury is the aftermath of all that! Hah. Those craziness. Good times good times.. I think my school's students all to guai already ah, influenced me to try so hard to be obedient and disguise myself just to fit in with the school. Tsk. But they are all good people huh. Love them. ;) As of now, I think I am slowly changing back to my old self, that mischievous kid. Ruining my life like omg. Lol. I guess I am heading towards my old friends' current life. Sigh. Not sure whether it's a good or bad thing. But seriously, I miss my primary school's clique. All those fun times together.. :( One more distinct change is my mindset. Now I no longer take things so hard anymore. I just think that having people beside me is a bonus in my life. Probably because I know that I don't deserve all that barhs. Or is it that I have turned to a more understanding person? I don't know. Everytime when people did wrong on me, whether is it a minor or major stuff, I seems to forgive them instantly. Like I realized not everybody wish to make mistake, mistake is made cause of a reason. And I think I should put myself in their shoe. So, 'nevermind' and 'it's okay' seems to become my slogans. Hah. ;) But no no, don't get me wrong. I really mean it when I said them. No worries. ;) Well, this seems to be a good thing, since I won't get upset just because of these minor stuffs anymore. :) And perhaps I make the world a better place for some people! AHA. BHB. See so highly on myself. Chek. ;p
Wow. What a long post again. Amazing I am putting efforts in blogging! What an achievement for a lazy bum. Heh. :p Time now is already 6:30pm. Kinda late already. Gtg and prepare to head out! Feeling lazy though. Heh. Goodbye~ ;)
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