Well. Today went to watch Arthur Christmas and for the second time, You are the apple of my eye. ;) Awesome movies. But tsk, I slept during the second one. :( And back to the place I have always reluctant to be back. Hais. No choice. I am a useless person. :(
I guess life is like that. Just a plain boring shit. Whatever people said, process is the most important and you have to excel yourself and achieve the impossibles etc, the ending of life, is that we all die isn't it? But I agree that we should always tries the impossibles. But as for me, I guess in this current state of mine, is very reluctant to put in efforts in anything anymore. Maybe I fear barhs, or that I am lost. Well, people do need a purpose and goals in life right? But apparently I still can't search mine. :( Life is really a torture with so many dilemmas in it. So hard to keep smiling with positivities. Really hope I can get rid all of those shits I am feeling inside. :( I suspect they are invading my sleep too. Insomnia getting more worse already. Sucks. Tsk. :(
I am super INSECURE. ;(
